There is nowhere to go. I can’t get myself to try. I can’t see the virtue in starting over. It hurts somewhere deep. I don’t know exactly what hurts. But every time I try to think I feel something crushing my soul so viciously. The pain keeps me off thinking. And when I stop thinking I start to suffocate. So I grasp for an idea that’s when the pain starts again.
I am dead either way.
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